I had sex today.
My name is Minnie Goetze.
I'm a 15-year-old living in San Francisco, California,
recording this onto a cassette tape
because my life has gotten really crazy of late,
and I need to tell someone about it.
If you're listening to this without my permission, please stop now.
Just stop. Okay?
I don't remember being born.
I was a very ugly child.
My appearance has not improved,
so I suppose it was a lucky break when he was attracted by my youthfulness.
嘿 多米諾 你這隻笨貓 我愛你
Hey, Domino, you stupid cat, I love you.
嘿 多米諾 我今天跟昨天有什麼不同嗎
Hey, Domino, do I look different than I did yesterday?
In all matter of factuality, it happened like this...
I was wearing a ratty old nightgown,
which is embarrassing when I think about it,
but I'm not gonna change that detail 'cause it's the truth.
My mother was married for a long time to my stepdad Pascal.
He's a science-y guy. A PhD.
He has a lot of ideas about how the world works.
Doesn't think women should drink or smoke.
媽媽 你太噁心了 我都沒辦法看電視 被你~~~
Mom! You're so gross. I can't even watch TV without you...
Maybe that's why she isn't married to him anymore.
She's looser now.
-You really... -Cocaine.
What's his last name?
I thought you were gonna...
Monroe is her boyfriend, but they aren't possessive.
I'm going to bed. I'm tired.
I'm crashing, you guys.
All right. Good night.
-Good night. -Good night.
I know it seems weird, but I had this strangely calming feeling
that even if he meant to touch my tit,
it's probably all right, because he's a good guy,
and he knows how it goes and I don't.
But I wonder if my breast felt small.
Oh, Monroe. Pitter-pat.
You touched my tit. How was that?
Can I just say, um...
Touching your breasts was, um...
I can't even say it.
They're really great, Minnie.
Fantastic breasts. Just perfect.
It feels so good to imagine that he might be thinking about me.
Not that I love him or anything.
I'm not stupid.
-你準備好了嗎 親愛的 -不 我不想去了
-You about ready, steady? -No, I don't think I wanna go.
I'm already in my skivvies.
It's two-for-one Tuesdays.
We're gonna watch Little House on the Prairie.
-是的 -不 不 不行 拜託 你答應我的
-Yeah. -No, no, no, come on. You promised.
我知道 對不起了 寶貝
I know. I'm sorry, baby.
-Just for a couple of drinks. -No.
I need to get out.
我會補償你的 保證 對不起
I will make it up to you, I promise. I'm sorry.
Why don't you take Minnie?
敏妮願意去的 對吧 敏
Minnie will go. Won't you, Min?
-她不想去 -好啊 我去 去哪兒
-She doesn't want to go. -Yeah, I do. Where?
See? Told ya.
It was good.
It was not good. This is good.
Oh, man. I got it.
I got it.
Oh, shut up. Shut up
Gosh, you're such a lightweight.
-That doesn't hurt? -What are you trying to do?
You're not even biting me.
I'm gonna bite you so fucking hard.
Are you even biting down? I'm not feeling it.
-你醉了 -不 我沒醉
-You're drunk. -No, I'm not drunk.
是我太強壯 拳頭是鋼鐵做的 僅此而已
I'm just really strong, and my fists are made of steel, that's why.
I feel nothing. Nothing.
You're not even biting.
You're far away.
You just gave me a hard-on.
Yeah, I'm hard.
You don't believe me?
It didn't feel too hard to me. It was still skin.
I want you to fuck me.
好了 你醉了 敏妮
All right. You're shit-faced, Minnie.
I can't believe you said you want me to fuck you.
Do you really want me to fuck you?
None of your fucking business.
You really do want me to fuck you, don't you?
You really fucking want me to fucking fuck you.
I didn't know if I wanted him or anyone else to fuck me,
but I was afraid to pass up the chance 'cause I may never get another.
The inside of his mouth was all smooth.
I tried giving him a blow job in the car.
He said he wants to fuck me, but we can't tonight.
Oh, my God.
Oh, my God. Oh, my God.
Is this what it feels like for someone to love you?
Somebody wants me.
Somebody wants to have sex with me.
You gonna get in trouble for skipping school?
-You feel like sandwiches? -Yeah.
I didn't know you were a virgin.
You look good.
Will you take my picture?
Please. I just wanna see.
不 不不 你瘋了嗎
No, no, no. Are you crazy?
You better not show that to anyone.
Can't even see where I am.
敏妮 敏妮 過來一起看
Minnie, Minnie, come watch with us.
Yeah, it's history in the making.
Oh, she's not mentally ill. Fuck this guy.
Just because she left her bourgeois family to start over.
I know how you feel, Patty.
What kind of person falls in love with the people who kidnap them?
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